Unbelievable ^^

It’s been a month, and I a still put up being in SSC. So many experiences I can get there.

I remember when it was the first time for me to teach in front of the class, I was completely nervous till I could not deliver the knowledge well. Furthermore, my writings on the whiteboard were so bad (disordered). Nevertheless, I did not have any preparation to teach on that day since it was actually not my time, but suddenly my boss asked me to teach. Owh my God..!! He really did it. Very well..!!! And the result was..hmphf..disappointing. Anyway, I actually could say no, but I in fact could not make the word “no” out of my mouth. OK, no big deal. I still have another chances to fix it.

As time goes by, and trainings have been made for me (us as new tentors), at least now I know how to teach in front of the class. Those are experiences that cannot be paid by anything.

OK the, keep trying, keep studying, keep praying, and hope I can be bette better and better 😉

My New Home

To: everyone who is visiting my blog (intentionally or unintentionally, hehehe..)

Dear all 😀

I have a new home. Come and see me there also 😉



Nihon e Ikitai

One day..when I was in Jakarta, when I was in a mall, when I was having great time there..I was called by my friend..She told me that one of our friends (a man) was going to go to Japan. And suddenly..I was completely speechless for about 10 seconds. She kept calling my name through the phone, but I did not give any respond. I felt like I was in other world, imagining something that I did not want to imagine, realizing something that I did not want to realize, but I had to.


Ups..finally I woke up from my short dream. Huff..It was such a hard fact to face.

bla..bla..bla..She told me how he could go to Japan.

Ok then..It was his story. He has his own stories of life, and I have my own stories of life. God has already had His best plans for me, for him, for all of us.

Hmphf..One thing I know is I need to be patient and have commitment to reach out my dreams, including a dream to go to Japan..one day..hope so.. 🙂

Well..maybe when it is time for me to go to Japan is not for having higher education, but for having a trip, hahaha..

Completely Confused and Nervous

Finally I got a job. The job is related to teaching. Well, since I love teaching then I think it’s not gonna be hard for me to teach, and since I graduated from chemistry, so I teach chemistry for high school students.

So what makes me confused and nervous?
Well..I thought it was not gonna be so hard for me to teach chemistry for high school student, but in fact, yes it is hard enough until I got confused and nervous. All I have to do is keep learning chemistry, try to remember the lessons of chemistry for high school students, and do exercises.

And one day I decided to buy some chemistry books for high school. And thank God, I got them in cheap prices. But before I bought some other books, koibito told me that he still has his chemistry books at home.
“Let’s go looking for the books at home, shall we?”

And thank God again..he really still has them..Huff..Well at least by having those books in my arms I do not need to be completely absolutely confused or nervous, although I am still now..

Well ok then, keep learning, keep studying, keep practising, keep praying, and keep doing good things are the best actions I can do right now. Hope so..

Owh God..Hope I can make this through.. I have to..!!!

Ganbatte kudasai ^^

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